Friday, June 26, 2009

10 days to go.

There's 10 days left to go until when it comes to a new beginning of happiness or the end of a silly dream.

Therefore no more long updates till the deadline of the countdown , I guess. :)

Meanwhile ,



All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see

All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
all I ever wanted
was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me

All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
all I ever wanted
was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me

(drum and bass)

I'm so alone
here on my own
and I'm waiting for you to come
I want to be
a part of you
think of all the things we could do

and everyday, you're in my head
I want to have you in my bed
you are the one, you're in my eyes
all I ever wanted in my life

All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
all I ever wanted
was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me

All I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
all I ever wanted
was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted
was you and me

(are you ready)

all I ever wanted
was to see you smiling
all I ever wanted was to make you mine
I know that I love you
oh baby why don't you see
that all I ever wanted was you and me

all I ever wanted!

It's been awhile ever since I'm into trance.

Oh by the way , there'll be Carnival Day Held by SMK Seafield @ 5th of July , anyone interested to buy coupons from me ? :)

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

20th of June 2009

That day was SMK Seafield 104th scout camp fire night. Not satisfied as the food are those cheap ones and their PA system is not functioning properly which makes it sucks.

Besides most of my friends are emotional that day which makes the dancefloor not enjoyable cause they ditched me alone to go high :(

Sad day , no disco disco dancefloor for kok yee that day.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Faking a smile.

The most sad moment is when you try to fake a smile pretending there's nothing happening at all when you're actually very depressed. Nevertheless it's better as not trying to involve your friends to be emotional too. One for all is better than all for one.

No more excuses to cover up my stupidness , :)

Friday, June 19, 2009

Stupid me.

Oh kok yee oh kok yee , why couldn't you give her a chance to be friend with you like how you treat to others ?

You are doing nothing when there's a chance , what the hell is wrong with you ?

You don't wanna regret when chances got taken by others once again , do you ?

Stop being cool and grow some balls , kok yee.

Sigh.

I wonder how am I going to face her next time after what actually happened today.

I hate myself for being like this.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Should I ?

Just recently , a foreign worker came right in front of my housegate and rang my doorbell. My maid was scared to decide what to do due to the previous incident that my mother faced so she went upstairs to ask me to take a look.

The worker asks , " Boleh bagi air ? ". He was holding a 1.5litre bottle which inside is empty. Behind of him was a bicycle parking on it with the tools of what name I had forgotten but from what I've see I knew his work is to sweep the floor or something related to it.

I without thinking twice or considering anything , I quickly replied " Tak boleh. "

He was acting as if he didn't heard of what I've said and asked again " boleh dapat air ? * Points to the empty bottle* " Then this time , I replied with a louder tone of " tak boleh " to hope that he's able to "hear" it. He nodded and turned his face around and got into his bike.That's when I can see his dissapointed face leaving the front of my housegate.

And now , I'm sort of regret of what I've did because I'm not contributing or concerning when someone needs a help when I can afford to do it.

But still , if I wanted to allow him to refill the water , I must be aware as people these days are very evil . They tend to use this small little request to persuade you to invite them into your house and take it for granted to rob you or stuff.

Or should I just help him refill the bottle and ask him to wait outside ? Then he might always visit your house to get free water supplement.

Do you think that I really did the right choice or not ?

Sigh I feel really bad now :(

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

2nd week of holiday outing.

That day was set on the 10th of June 2009 when a group of us discussed about it before even exam starts. Sadly not all of them are able to attend for it but we didn't know the day we set was clashed with Christopher's birthday. So it makes the outing merrier than what we expected , heh.

It was 12pm when I was dropped at Wei Zhi's house to gather with Jun Kang. Few moments later , all of us gathered up opposite summit bus stop to take use its services to bring us to Sunway Pyramid.

Around 1.30pm , we got ourselves stepping on the ground of Sunway Pyramid. Due to everyone's complain of being hungry as all of us haven't take our lunch yet , we head to the MacDonalds to have a quick snack. As expected whereby MacDonald is packed with people since it's school holidays which you can see more than 80% of the customers inside MacDonald are teenagers , lol.We actually wanted to join up with Christopher and his gang for lunch but they were heading to Tony Roma which doesn't allow us to join them as we have not that big amount of budget.

When we're done with our quick snack , it was about the time to 2.30pm. We went straight away to redbox as Sze Hou made a reservation room at 3pm-5pm.

Okay , now let the pictures do the talking.
This is when the first hour of karaoke-ing when everyone is still warming up. That's Wayne of the 2nd picture. He looks high when you see his expression based on the picture but he's not yet.
Ming Han daydreaming of someone... O_O

After the 1st hour of karaoke-ing , that's when all of us start to get HIGH.

Okay it starts with me and wayne first.

After that Sze Hou tagged on when you can see him dancing like a hip hop dancer, hahaha.
This is the picture to show that I'm so high that my face turned red and sweating as if I'm drunk , LOL.
Look at Sze Hou face , RED also. Both go high together haha.

Around 4.45pm , Christopher tag along with us cause his gang ( Jaskirat , Jun Sean , Daniel etc ) went to watch Terminator which he already watched and his girlfriend , Cassandra already ciaoed.

This is scandalz. I was "confessing" to Wayne and Christopher is taking my picture to blackmail me wtf lol.
Cameraman ( Jun Kang ) got snapped !

Due to no new customer , we got ourselves to have 30 minutes extended time to sing karaoke. So the whole karaoke lasts for 2 and a half hour. The bill was unreasonable cause they force you to take their cheap snacks that doesn't taste good and cost rm9 each and you have to get 3 of them. But Sze Hou gets rm10 cheaper as he uses his student card while we don't. Overall the bill is expensive but it's fun when you can sing out of your lungs to release stress and have fun :D

After redbox , we went into Sunway Pyramid and hangout awhile while waiting for time to passes till 6pm. Our one and only group picture without cameraman sadly :(

Then at around 6.30 pm , we walk with our barefoots to visit Yuen Steamboat buffet that located somewhere near Sunway Pyramid
While walking half way we say this poster , admin cum accounts assistant wanted , only female with the picture that has been seen and used at different occasion especially at online.

@ Yuen's.

Boss Ming Han says : "What you looking at ? Eat your damn food lah."

Wayne says : " I'm drinking beer , not tea. And it tastes good when you combo up with seafood ! "

I caught Sze Hou smsing some girl.I don't know who but I know he's flirting , perhaps Sim Wei , HAHA.

We stayed @ yuen till 9.30pm and Jun Kang's parent fetch us home , thanks for the ride Jun Kang and that's the end of our outing.

P/S : I WANT ANOTHER REDBOX MARATHON LOLOL ROFLHAHAHA

Sunday, June 14, 2009

My 24/7 silent mode handphone.

For those who knew me for long , they would notice that my handphone profile will always be in silent mode regardless of where I go , what I do , or whether I'm free or busy. I don't know why though , maybe I got phobia of having a ring tone because I'm scared of getting laughed at when I'm using nokia 3310 which doesn't have mp3 whereby the only ringtones available are those ding dong chiang those while others are coloured screen , camera and mp3 type of phones. So its like if u put those dong dong chiang ringtone people will be like " kanineh sibeh noisy la this ringtone plus no quality ones " LOL HAHAHA. Btw that was 6 years ago la which means I'm only primary 6 , I go curi curi buy phone from my friend without my parents' permission wtf lol.

Recently , my tuition tutor called my phone , then they are times that I was busying dotaing which I'm not free to answer. While another times is when I charge my phone , my phone was left inside my room and I'm not inside my room. Then my tutor was like trying to call me and no one answer. So I think he's pretty annoyed with that and went straight to call my dad's phone. I got shocked when my dad suddenly passed me his phone and said " your tutor is looking for u " , lol.

Then after the call , it's the time when my dad start to lecture or scold me cause you know its like tutor call dad's phone to look for son when son have his own phone but son didn't return call or answer , muka habis.

That is what my dad says ,

" You know it's annoying when you don't answer the call when people are looking for you urgently. Such as when there's a customer trying to call you but failed to contact u after a few times calling they will give up , and that's where you lost a customer. Even if a girl wants to call you an date you , if you don't want to pick up after she tried few times she also got bored of it and decided not to date you already lah.. "

Perhaps a bad morning day to start.

Human these days are more daring and more to be a selfish person. They would do anything just to benefits themselves despite the fact that what they did is right or wrong.

Like what happened this early morning. I woke up 8am early in the morning and then I went to switch on my pc. Then I opened up the windows beside the computer to have a better air flow. My mom was at downstairs getting ready to go to the market.I saw a motorbike parking opposite of my house and the driver and another fella sat behind me was looking towards my house. That was the time when I heard someone shouted but I don't know who was it. Then I was like " okay that type of sound doesn't sound familiar " so I didn't really bother. After two shouting being roared out I heard motorbikes zooming away from the place. Then I heard my mom asked my maid to open the door gate.

I went downstairs and asked my mom what actually happened. I saw my mom's pissed off face by that moment and my maid was sitting on the floor looking very worry. My mom told me that there was motorcyclist who managed to rob my mom. They were 3 motorcyclist , all with a companion behind which gives a total of 6 person. But only one approached to my mom and trying to take my mom's belongings. The other 5 were parking on the side observing as if it's a show wtf. While that person is walking closer to my mom , my mom sense something fishy , which she quickly threw her handphone and her purse inside the house gate. The time my mom was outside the gate , was getting ready to enter the car and move on. She forgot that she still have a pouch on her waist and there's RM 300 inside there. That despo person saw my mom threw all her worthy things away and he so tried to snatch the pouch away. That was when my mom was trying to stop him from doing so and shouted , which is the ones that I heard when I was upstair. That despo fella whacked my mom's hand hoping that my mom could release her hand from holding the pouch and he successfully did it and all of them go off just like that. Failed to get the motor plate number as my mom didn't bother to look at the plate numbers the time. They are all malays by the way.

Thankfully it's just money lost but not the IC or driving lesson and stuff. I'm amazed my mom is smart enough to throw her purse and handphone away from her instead of trying to fight back with them on not wanting to hand over. Money lost , we could earn it back but if you lost your IC and driving lesson those , it's pretty troublesome. Besides that my mom got her hand blue black :(

The world now is not safe at all as you can see this incident happens right in front of my house wtf. To those who stay at USJ20 or around USJ20 ( USJ 16/17/18/19/21/13/14 , etc) , I shall announce that we are totally NOT SAFE at all !

Please don't let your mom or sis to go out alone as these people will take it for granted. Ahh just try to get a companion where ever you go lah ok.

Besides my area we have this own hired guard community which is fucking useless because out of the times they have been " guarding " our house still such incident keep happening , useless piece of shits wtf.

Oh a random one.

*Dad asks mom : " Why didn't you kick his kkb that time ? "

[ kkb stands for kukubird ]

Monday, June 8, 2009

1st week of holiday

Okay a short update since I'm going out to Wei Zhi's house soon.

Last last sunday , went out with my friends to usj 23 for badminton session. And then , move on to u21 for dim sum and lastly summit for movie , Terminator Salvation :D I felt sleepy halfway through the movie , lol. Perhaps that's not the climax part :)

And then throughout the weekdays for the 1st week of holiday , mass tuition. Teachers and students have agreement to schedule all the tuition time for 2nd week to be placed on the 1st week. Therefore we had all our classes on 1st week and for 2nd week , it's free for all !

So today is first day of second week , outingz time :D

Oh course not really full time outing the whole week , my tuition teacher gave me a big pile of homeworks to do before they set me free :( Not forgetting my Add Math project that was still left undone , heh.

meh.

Yellow tags : homework bookmark given by my teacher. Each bookmark = 2 sets of model test paper lol

That's all about it , ciao.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Sometimes..

Sometimes I really wonder , is it good if you put on a high hope on someone or something whereby you expect a good result as things are going pretty smoothly ? But when they failed to achieve of what you wanted , you will get depressed heavily.

Sigh.

But still , am not giving up yet :D

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

My very creative cute little sister.


Red note ( sis ) : Everybody remember me ? I last time call you all must think think think.Let say people ask you must think what is the answer.Thats why must think.

from : daughter
to : everybody in the whole world galaxy even alliens

What are you talking about?
My fat girl

from : kor kor ( My elder brother )

HAHAHAHAHA

A very random story popped out of my mind.

In a sudden moment , me and one of my friend with two girls were at a shopping complex. The two girls seem to look like our friends but somehow it doesn't look like one. She and her friend , known as CC were their first outing with us. Somehow they seem to know my friend but not me. I'm an unknown to them , especially to CC's friend but to CC I think I still know her for some reason.

Out of a random , we went to MacDonald. It was my friend's suggestion to go to have a drink. When we reached there , me and my friend both get ourselves nothing for I don't know some reason. My friend orders two sundae , which is 1 chocolate and 1 strawberry. I was beside him. And then when he took the sundaes he moved away from the counter area , he was expecting me to pay for it. Okay so fine I paid for it. Surprisingly it's only rm 3.50 for two sundaes , I don't know why. My friend pass those sundaes to CC and her friend and they all were having some conversation. I couldn't hear what they say as I'm a few distance away from their spot.

And then , 4 of us are heading to a place which is few floors difference from MacDonald. Okay the problem is I forgot where we are heading but what I knew is it pronunciation sounds something similar with bubble but it's something that what CC's friend like. Then my friend was speeding up while I was trying to chase him up , I accidentally banged into an adult. Both me and the person felt down. I quickly get up and apologized for my carelessness. Both CC and her friend was standing behind of me waiting for me to get up and move on to our destination. As I'm ready to go , my friend was way distance from me and he's close to the place where we want to be. Then I heard CC whisper to her friend , " Owh he thought that you like xxxxx , so that's where he wanted to bring us to. " And then her friend reply " He misunderstand of what I actually liked , it's actually bubbles but not that. " And so , both CC and her friend went off to the route to the bubble area , not bothering to tell us and ditch us there.

I quickly rushed to my friend and told him about it. I was pissed , because CC and her friend ditched us just like that. I feel that the only chance being given was just wasted in this way just because my friend gave a wrong understanding towards them. I told him about it that CC's friend actually likes bubbles but not the one we are actually heading.

Without wasting our time , we quickly head to the D.I.Y shop to get the bubbles to hope that to give to CC's friend. We roamed around the shop for some time , and my friend found it. He said to me , " There ! this is what they want. Uhu Glu ! " I quickly grabbed one , paid to the casher and quickly went off of the shop and look for CC and her friend. For some reason , the uhu glu spilled into my hands and I got worried that the glu might go dry which might harm my skin.

Suddenly , I heard a song right by my side. It was Love Story from Taylor Swift. My friend and the shopping complex vanished quickly right in front of me when I heard that song. Then , I was gained control to open my eyes , and that's when I noticed , it was just a dream.

It sounds depressing , but a little bit of sweet memory...

Monday, June 1, 2009

Random Quote no 2

" Time is like money. You spend money on this thing , you got not enough money to spend on others. "

Random Quote

And my daddy said " If I don't ask or tell you to do something , you won't take initiative. Even there's times that you still don't take any initiative no matter how many times I've told you. "

Suits my situation now. Grr.