I wish i could be the one who kiss your forehead every morning when you're awake and every night before you go to sleep
I wish i could be the one by your side all the time going through all the ups and downs, knowing that it wont tear us apart but to make us stronger
I wish you could tell me why, to let me know what and how did this ended up happened to this way.
With all my heart in you, this is the worst expected outcome for it to end this way. I wished you wouldnt hide anything for me as you believe i am part of you to be known of every little things without fear.
I wish all the little things ive done to you does the very least significance of matter towards your life. I wish i was held to be more important aspect in your life than anything else.
I wish you could be the one i hold my hand with every single day till we grow white hairs and to face health difficulties, though as it is not to be feared of when we have one another to be rely on.
I wish i could be always being firmly and proudly to hold your hand and travel everywhere we may be going, places that you wish to go and you love to go, places that is tough and yet inevitable. I wish to see us grow old together being all happy and fortunate to have one another.
I wish, to have known you again right back where we started just to have more chances to spend time with you again.
I wish i was brave enough to learn to let you go without feeling sad at all. It was and it is still one of the hardest thing for me to overcome this whole while. I was never ever prepared to lose you at any single bit.
I wish i could have executed all the plans i have prepared to let you know how much i love you and for you to deserve all the love you get from me. I'm now all left with half done tasks that are left wandering and to always remind me on how I've failed upon delivering it each time i sees it
I miss you a lot. I love you. I have to let you go because i am no longer matter in part of your plans. You may have looked into other aspects which are more vital to you. Your family, your work, and maybe a better guy that suits your requirements. If you could not meet my expectations, the very least i could do is to help on meeting yours.
If we ever meet again, i wish you could tell me how grateful you were to be able to know me and have me on your side for once. If there is one wish to be granted to me, i wish to have you as my partner by my side for the rest of my life. I may switch targets easily, but i do not easily fall in love into someone else, and it will be hard for me to fall out of love from it. I will do whatever it takes to fulfill my granted wish, even if it takes me to shorten my lifespan and to deem me as disable as the expenses. I just want you to be with me, and don't ever let me go. What would it takes for me to make you feel my love?
Arguments are not supposed to be about tearing down the one you're supposed to love, but acting as the foundation to build up strong relationship, understanding and trust with each other..
