67 days left.

I have only 67 days left to master it but knowing yourself being able to do it will boost your confident :)

You will have miracle , when you believe.

Anyway I won't be able to online that frequently like how I did previously as my dad wants me to lessen it down due to the countdown towards SPM is getting closer. Therefore they are few days that I won't be online at all , which to not make it sound so ugly or bad , I shall name those days as Study Day !

Or maybe Rest your eyes day ! This won't work though as I might end up using the time to watch TV , lol.



Or...

Finish all your big pile of school homework that you haven't done day !

I shouldn't be using computer today anyway but I take it as today is a holiday that's why I'm allowed to do so *grins*

That's all about it , ciao. Will try to get pics from Aza for u13 scouts night.

Feeling not well.

I got a flu when I woke up this morning while getting ready for school. And it seems that this flu doesn't fade away throughout the day at school. Unfortunately my handkerchief accidentally dropped on the floor and got stepped by Christopher's shoe which no longer clean to serve as my sneeze tanking shield.

When handkerchief is no longer being able to serve , I'll have to use the normal tool that we used to wipe our ass after constipation - tissue paper. As a result I've used up 4 tissue packets to survive the whole day.

Damage cost - 4 x rm0.30 = rm1.20.

I got it free from my friends anyway.

Okay that doesn't really matters much , the main thing of it is , am I under swine flu infection ?
To those who don't know what's swine flu , read this.

Well I'm not scared that it might cause death to me because of this flu , but I'm afraid I might involve the ones especially my friends that were close to me at my school today , lol.

Oh , I was told by my friend that my nose today is as red as a clown's.

Sigh , why am I thinking so much anyway.

I used to have this problem every morning when I caught cold because I somehow was told that I always kick my blankies off from the bed which left me undercover of the cold provided from the air-conditioner. And then I will have this flu that lost for some time the next day. Well some might noticed that I used to face this issue when I'm form 3 , but I went for nose specialist which he gave me this nose spray that prevents me from getting caught by cold or something. And this nose spray made my life easier with no flu every morning.

So basically on why I got this infectious flu today is because I haven't been using the nose spray for weeks because somehow the nose spray is already finished :( And I'm trying not to use it often to not have to depend on the nose spray and also to try to strengthen my body immunity system.

I'll just need more rest and more water supplements to solve this problem , heh.


* Note to self and everyone that I care : Always think positively , and always smile :) *


By the way , anyone realizes that the temperature is rising these days ?

You know it's so hot that you could even sweat when you wear a normal t-shirt with fans on in your room when you usually don't. That shows the raise of temperature of the world uhh.

When people commented that every year the world temperature raises by 1 degree celcius , no one seem to spot the difference or should I say no one seem to bother. But now when things start to change , we only start to spot it and start to concern about it , lol.

I wonder how hot would it be for the next 10 years , imagine you would even sweat when you're not wearing anything but just clothes to cover your private parts.

Your children might still have the chance to live with an ease of sweating all the time but what situation would your grandchildren faces then ? We certainly don't know.

My headmistress told us that the heatwave of Malaysia will last till June/July , so we'll had to bare with it then.

Meanwhile Jun Sean can roam around Malaysia to spot for girls as I think they will wear clothes that covers up that much since it's so hot these days.

Carpe Diem

Leo Club Of SMK Seafiled's IU night @ Summit Grandball Room


While everyone is waiting for the main door to be opened.
Before entering the ballroom. D.C , Chris , Jas , Sean , Me , Ming


This is my table. There are girls at my table kay ! Just that they haven't arrive lol

And then their menu book or something consist of two pictures of me , and one picture of jia wei ( Don't be sad la I know your rank in koperasi is higher than me but still I win you flat this time , lol )

While we are patiently waiting for all guest to be seated and for them to launch their IU night.

Me and my funny kawans. Sean , Chris , Ming , Beh , Wei Zhi , Me , Sze Hou.

Our sibeh lanc face , haha.

Okay so I forgot what time it is when they started it and I don't get the pictures for all the performers. So sorry don't have a camera with me >:(

The worst performance of the night -


I forgot what's their group name but they are known as " The Jonas Brothers " without the talent of their voice. They are more likely imitation of number of shadows and nothing. No offense but everyone doesn't enjoy you guys' performance !!

The last performance of IU night and also the best of all -





Pussy dolls ! A male version of Pussycatdolls. Consist of Selva Kumar , Darren Mok , Wayne Yap , Wei Zhi , Jun Kang , Ashween and Zhi Wei. Originally from SMK Seafield Hahahaha.

Eventually when is their turn to perform , most of the guest ( gentleman and ladies ) automatically got their ass out of their seat , went to the front to have a better view of them or should I say the desperado. Lol me and my friend got the most front roll which is why my friend is able to take good pictures of them.







The last dance of pussydolls that makes the girls go high and shout it out loud. Extremely obscene that everyone was cheering for them and some even shout for encore !

I like their T-Shirt though , can't touch this !! [ points below ] lol



Right after the pussydolls , it was the dance floor.

Everyone goes high during the dance floor. This is Wei Zhi being high during the dance floor and also a closer view of pussydolls' very own T-Shirt.

Apparently dance floor lasted for only 30 minutes , couldn't say that it's short , also couldn't say that it's long. But somehow I wish it to be an hour longer :)

Carpe Diem of Leo SMK Seafield was ended at 9pm. And then it's photo taking session.

My classmates , hee !

Ashton Wong Ken-Zhen :)

Me , ming , juan , cck , foong , kei
John Tan ^_^


Ming , Cck , me , Guo Jie ! , Juan
Jerome , Karuna , Me , Poh Juan.

Oh I haven't get all the pictures that I've taken with my friends that day uhh. So those who happen to spot my face inside your camera while it doesn't appear here please do send it to me kay thanks.

[ Note to self : get pics from cck and Nazrin. lol ]

After that , me and some of the friends went yamcha. Apparently , most of the shops inside summit was already closed while there's rain outside. There's not much shops left that are still open inside summit so we ( approximately 10-15 person ) in a group went to visit Starbucks. The waiter was amazed on the amount of customers but only 2-4 person bought drinks which gives you a full house of customer but with just earnings of 4 person.

And so , that's the end of the night. While the next day you see most of them either didn't attend the school or sleep in the class most of the time , lol.

This is how that night end.

It was a glamorous night because you looked glamorous that day :)

It wasn't just me who commented that , but all of my friends truly agreed , heh.

Friends + some good performances + pussydolls + you = <3.

Fucking pissed.

I ain't fucking respecting you anymore , neither should I care the fuck of you. Go ahead flame me with all this shit without concerning others feelings. I hope you'll get left out by your friends and everyone one day.

You not just fucking waste my time , humiliate me and fucking not take me as a friend of you. You take me for granted when you think I don't mind of all shits you said about me , nah eat this lah o0o.

Useless piece of shit "friend". I no longer have to give face to you , anymore.

Personality Test.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Quite true. :)

My new spectacle.

This is my new specs. I look weird , lol.




Anyway ever heard of tv Drama called The Golden Path ? If you watched it today , there's a scene whereby it encourages me that there's no harm doing so although it might be bad as it gives you a enemy :)

Alright , won't be updating about IU night until I got the pics from my friend. So uhh yeah that's all about it , ciao.

Tagged by Chyi Tian

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs!
B.) Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

I tag:

No one.

__________

01. What have you been doing recently?
Doing what I'm always doing , online.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Yeah in places like petrol station or when I'm on a flight.

03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?

School recess ! And spotted her.

04. When did you last cry?

Two years ago.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
No.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
A happier life with happy friends , and of course , her <3>

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put up your hood?
Hood is not trendy in Malaysia due to the sickening weather , so umbrella.

08.What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?

My bolster and blankie.

09. What bottom are you wearing now?

Long pants..

10. What does the nicest text in your inbox say?

Hi , remember to bring your pj pants and badminton racket.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

define complicated.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Quarantine.

14. What are you proud of?

My happy-go-lucky friends with iron balls at times.

15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
Ok.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

Maroon 5 - She will be loved.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Quite a few.

18. What does you last received text message say?

Hi , remember to bring pj pants just in case that teacher complain.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

12.xx am

20. Are you currently happy?

Quite.

21. Who gives you the best advice?

Yap Boon Wayne.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Never had the chance to try that yet.

23. Who did you talk on phone with last night?
Ming Han.

24. Is anyone bugging you right now?

No.

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Jun Sean.

26. Do you wear toe socks?

Never did before.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Been ages since I did that.

28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?

Hell yeah.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
The ones that stabs you at the back?

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

Yeah.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
No.

32. What is the colour of your room?

White.

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

No. Killing is a sin.

34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
Not really.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

No one.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

Jun Sean

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

I'm still having my virgin lips.

38. Do you have a life?
Yes.

39. Have you ever thought that someone was dead, when they actually DIDN'T?

Never bother to thought about it.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

Basically currently addicted to it ?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Someone :)

42. Last time you smiled?

5 minutes ago.

43. Have you changed this year?

Some did commented that I changed.

44. What are you listening right now?

Blink 182 - Always

45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?

No.

NOTE: Question 46 is missing

47. Is there a quote you live by?

Live with the smile in your face no matter what happens.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?

YES.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
No.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

Not doing something that I was advised to do so.

51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?

DotA

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
No.

53. What song best describe your love life?
Akon - Beautiful.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

Yes.

55. Who always makes you laugh?

Chan Sze Hou.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?

Chinese.

57. Favourite website(s)?
Google , Youtube.

58. What's your middle name?
Kok

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
School , tuition , online , daydreaming.

60. What do you think you are like?

A guy with no balls and stupid at times.

61. Who will you choose to die with?

Never should I involve anyone to die with me.

62. Where have you been today?

School.

63. What game do you play often?

Defense of the Ancients , Ragnarok Online , Left 4 Dead , Counter-Strike.

64. Who are you missing right now?

I don't miss her now but I do miss her. Where as whoever she is I shall not reveal who she is. :)

65. If you had to choose between friends and love,who will you choose?

Can I choose not to choose one of them ?

66. What are you doing right now?

Winamp + doing this tag.

67. Which primary school are you from?

SJK(C) Lick Hung.

68. Name 3 colours that you like.

Green , Purple , Pink.

69. What emotion you like to show?
Smile :)

70. What is your life to you?

Interesting dramas , reliable friends and families and challenges :)

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

Think positively and try to maintain my smile. Later on try to figure out on how to solve the trouble.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

Ng Jun Kang.

73. Who do you admire most?

The ones that are able to smile all the time.

74. Which month are you born in?

October.

75. How are you feeling right now?

Pretty normal , besides a little tired.

76. What is the time now?

3.05pm

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

A happy-go-lucky person , haha.

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?

Never have the chance to try that yet and not bothering to give a try.

79. Why are you doing this test?

Because I was tagged?

80. What do you do when you're moody?
Sighing to my buddymates and then complain as much as I can. If not , sing emo songs and prays someone sing along with me , lol.

81. At which age you wish to get married?

20 <>

82. Who is more important to you?

Family and reliable friends.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
To say good bye and thank you to all the ones that had been supporting me all this long.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

There is no most , but they are some that I could trust on.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

Yeah , seen it before.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

To live a happy life and to have a positive thinking at all times.

87. What is your goal for this year?

To score at least 5 A1 in SPM , to tolerate others more , to socialize more , and to smile more :)

88. Do you believe in eternal love?

YES.

89. What feeling do you love most?

Positive mind that makes you smile with ease :)

90. Do you really think it's global warming now?

To compare the past and now , hell yeah.

91. What feeling do you hate the most?
When I got stabbed by friends that I trusted.
Being under awkward situation.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Yeah.

93. Do you believe in God?

I don't really know.

94. Who cares for you most?

My dad and mom ? :D

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Reliable friends , family and relatives.

96. What will you bring when you fight?
What fight are you referring to ?

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

Skipping school , not appreciating school curriculum activities. Betrayed / hurt my friends. Being too bossy , arrogant at times. Not trying to socialize more.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

I certainly wouldn't want that to happen therefore I don't wish to try to feel if I ever been in that situation.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
I don't really know what does this mean.

100. How do you feel now?

Pretty fine. Happy + Sad , heh.

Shocked.

I can't believe that puan chong reads Tim's blog too ! lol

I spotted karen cheng too !

Edit : For those who doesn't know who puan chong is , she's SMK Seafield Penolong kanan or something lah I forgot what name of her position is :)

International Understanding Day

I'll be attending Leo SMK SU IU @ 11th April and Leo SMK Seafield @ 12th April. So , it'll be a busy weekend for me :) [ Can't find any pics for SMK SU IU so uhh only smk seafield's ]


I hope to see someone wearing Toga anyway.

Basically if you are complaining on where to get Toga , I think what you need to do is either you use the white blankets that usually hotels' are using.

Or if you don't have any white blankets , spot for white half-transparent curtains that is mostly available in every houses. Take it down and warp yourself with it ! You could even have this cute and colorful cartoons curtain like the one above to make your toga suit looks special , lol.

Blah , don't think anyone would use this way anyway.

For those who's attending , hope to see you guys there !


The sudden rage of bravery was indeed random. Glad that didn't feel sorry to my heart again though it gives disappointing result , heh.

Don't need a title for this.

Before




After

Uh yeah , I actually shaved it off after being questioned by 212341231321 people on why wouldn't I want to shave it away , lol. Yeah I know my face looks chubby , :(

Anyway my school is having a Sejarah Camp at the school hall tomorrow for all the form 5 students I guess. Till then I don't expect much but a boring camp as it's held from 7.30am - 12.00pm. Better than staying at home study Sejarah as I don't think I would like to spend my time on reading Sejarah anyway , so uhh yeah a way to force me to study Sejarah , cool :D

Alright , a pretty short update.

Christopher , PLEASE LEARN THIS and play it at school one day , LOL Thank you !

My Heart

My heart is as big as this.

But , it's too fragile.

Ouch.

Smile

It's pretty rare to see people smile now days to the extend that it looks like the word " Smile " still exist but the expression no longer exist. Give it a try to ask 10 of your friends , I bet there's less than half of it that still smiles with joy.

On why everyone doesn't seem to be smiling?

Is it because they just don't like it ?


Or they find their face expression weird when they smile ?

Or maybe they are packed with other activities until they don't have the time to think or bother to smiling ?

In fact , Laughing is always combo up with smiling.


When you see a person who's laughing, you will see his/her mouth opened up big whereby you could spot the teeth clearly and the loud voice of " Ha ha ha "

While smiling is just being seen as an imitation of shape of a banana.


It's rare to see people laugh without smiling though.

The thing is that we always laugh for a reason , doesn't matter whether we laugh because we're happy of something or because you're laughing when you're in bad luck.

What differs from laughing and smiling is that , there's no need a reason for you to smile !


You can always smile as you like when you feel like doing so.

Let's say for an example , you entered your school and spotted a friend. What do you usually do ?

Would you laugh at him/her and your friend ask you why the hell are you laughing at him/her ? Or smile and greet him/her ?

When you laugh , some people might get offended. But when you smile , no one will ever complain on why you do so.

While when you laugh , doesn't mean that the other person will laugh. When you smile , other person might smile back at you too. You happy , I'm also happy. So , why not ?

When you smile , you will always think positively.Smiling changes your attitude, whether you realize it or not. If you have any doubts, next time you feel down when your parents , teachers , boss or brothers / sisters scold you , blame you or all sorts, start smiling and thinking positive thoughts and see what happens. You can’t help but have a better attitude when you smile.

Smiling is also an attractive pose , aren't they ?

What? You don't believe on me ? Alright what if I'll give you a smiley face or an emotional face, which one would you prefer to look at ?

When someone is smiling aren’t you drawn in? Don’t you enjoy that person’s company more? We all do. Smiling is a very important part of connecting and getting to know someone. Would you like to stay with friends that gets emotional easily or friends that always think positively and always smile that makes you to smile together ? Smiling is a very important part of connecting and getting to know someone.



Maybe this is why most of the adults including teenagers love babies. Because babies always smile with no hesitation !


But sometimes , you have to beware of fake smiles. Smiles can be your very good friend , also a very bad tool for others to fool you.

So , I would like to request all of my readers to smile more and be happy in your life , don't take things negatively :) Remember to smile at me everytime you see me ok ! ( I don't accept fake smiles ah ! )

Well , there's actually someone that inspired me to smile , and that's how the "someone" actually attracted me... :)

I'm glad that smiles are contagious , heh.